Bila hari2 Jumpa..Tak Pernah Rindu..

Hari ni, balik keje masuk rumah je…sunyi..gelap..terus aku terfikir..mcm ni agaknya orang yang xnak kawen, dan tinggal sorg2 rase..sunyi..

Bukak peti ais nampak sayur mcm2..sedap jugak kalo dapat makan..nak masak nasik..x b’baloi kalo makan sorg je..hurm..xpela..masak megi je..dpt jugak makan sayur tu. Da siap masak, bawak dpn tv..makan.. Makan sorg2 mmg x best..TV plak citer seme same jugak mcm citer2 sebelom ni..Abes makan, kemas dapur sket..bancuh air feberet encik suami simpan dalam peti ais.

Lepas setel seme keje, dok depan TV lagi..aduyai..seme xtvt x best..bukak FB..hari2 bende yg same. Tutup FB..nak tido la..tgk jam baru pukul sepuluh..overnya kalo aku tido time ni..mcm keje penat sangat.  Pegi tgk ampaian..banyak kain…ada satu batch x angkat lg. So ade keje, xyah tido dulu. Bawak seme kain depan TV..lipat la seme kain baju tu. Tiba2 aku cium tshirt encik suami..ada bau dia. Sebenarnya tu la sebab seme xtvt x best…AKU RINDU ENCIK SUAMI!!!..pastu bile tgk sofa port dia selalu tido..kosong…apa lagi..?????huhuhu..

Encik suami pegi training dari hari Isnin hari tu..esok baru balik. Line telefon x ok kt tempat training tu..so sehari aku Cuma dapat 2 sms je…tu pun amek masa nak delivered kalo reply sms dia. So start hari isnin aritu aku dok sorang kt umah. Sekarang aku faham mcm mane Encik Suami rasa masa dia tggal sorg, time aku keje kat UiTM Jengka dulu. No wonder la dia penah kol aku dulu, cakap rindu..dengan suara mcm baru lps nangis.

Kita akan rasa sangat kosong bila sorg2..aku jugak faham perasaan nenek aku kat kampong tu..bila arwah atok meninggal dunia. Kesimpulannya..kita akan tahu betapa kita sayang & perlukan seseorang atau sesuatu bila kita kehilangannya..sementara atau selamanya.  Aku harap, encik suami x baca entry ni..huhu..malu la kalo dia tau…

Selamat Menyambut Maulidur Rasul..bersama kita mengambil iktibar dari kisah ini..

Seorang doktor di Amerika Syarikat telah memeluk Islam kerana beberapa keajaiban yang ditemuinya dalam penyelidikannya. Dia amat kagum dengan penemuan tersebut, sehingga tidak dapat diterima oleh akal fikiran. Dia adalah seorang doktor neurologi.

Setelah memeluk Islam, dia amat yakin akan perubatan secara Islam dan dengan itu telah membuka sebuah klinik yang bertemakan "Perubatan Melalui Al-Qur'an". Kajian perubatan melalui Al-Qur'an membuatkan ubat-ubatannya berteraskan apa yang terdapat di dalam Al-Qur'an. Di antara kaedah-kaedah yang digunakan termasuklah berpuasa, madu lebah, biji hitam (black seed) dan sebagainya.

Apabila ditanya bagaimana dia tertarik untuk memeluk Islam, maka doktor tersebut memberitahu bahawa semasa beliau melakukan kajian urat saraf, terdapat beberapa urat saraf di dalam otak manusia yang tidak masuki oleh darah. Padahal setiap inci otak manusia memerlukan darah yang cukup untuk berfungsi secara normal.

Setelah membuat kajian yang memakan masa, akhirnya beliau mendapati bahawa darah tidak akan memasuki urat saraf di dalam otak manusia melainkan pada ketika seseorang itu sedang sujud semasa mengerjakan sembahyang. Urat tersebut memerlukan darah hanya untuk beberapa sukatan yang tertentu sahaja. Ini bermaksud bahawa darah hanya akan memasuki urat tersebut mengikut kadar sembahyang waktu yang diwajibkan oleh Islam. Begitulah keagungan ciptaan Allah.

Jadi barang siapa yang tidak menunaikan sembahyang, maka otaknya tidak akan dapat menerima darah yang secukupnya untuk berfungsi secara normal.

Oleh yang demikian, kejadian manusia ini sebenarnya adalah untuk menganuti agama Islam 'sepenuhnya' kerana sifat fitrah kejadiannya memang telah dikaitkan oleh Allah dengan agama-Nya yang indah ini.

Kesimpulannya:

Makhluk Allah yang bergelar manusia yang tidak bersembahyang, apatah lagi yang tidak beragama Islam, walau pun akal mereka berfungsi dengan secara normal tetapi sebenarnya dalam sesuatu keadaan mereka akan kehilangan pertimbangan dalam membuat keputusan yang normal.

Justeru itu, tidak hairanlah jika manusia ini kadang kala tidak segan silu untuk melakukan perkara-perkara yang bertentangan dengan fitrah kejadiannya, walau pun akal mereka mengetahui bahawa perkara yang akan dilakukan itu adalah bersalahan dengan kehendak mereka. Inilah adalah kesan daripada ketidakupayaan otak mereka untuk mempertimbangkan akan perbuatan mereka itu secara lebih normal.

Maka dengan itu tidak hairanlah timbulnya bermacam-macam gejala-gejala sosial masyarakat masakini. Dari itu, marilah kita bersama-sama mengambil ikhtibar daripada kisah di atas. Ambillah Islam secara menyeluruh dan bukannya secara sedikit-sedikit.

First entry for 2012...

Dah lama sangat tak update blog ni..early 2012 sememangnya sangat bz untuk aku..mcm2 nk kene buat. Last 2 weeks pindah rumah, dari Bandar Saujana Putra ke Taman Equine, Sri Kembangan.Rasanya barang tak banyak sgt, tp mengemas b'hari2..Nanti bila rumah kat Kota Seriemas dah siap..kene pindah lagi..hopefuly itu akan jd proses pemindahan yg t'akhir..then tggallah kami di Kota Seriemas sampai pencen...:)

Tadi dok checked notes lama2 kt FB..terjumpa satu story ni..rasa nk post kt blog..sbb bnyk benda yg bley blaja dr story ni...aku posted kat notes FB aku October 2009....dah jadi once upon a time da...enjoice da story....:)

I had three friends. Eric, Cathlyn, Carol.
Eric was chased by all the girls in our high school.
Cathlyn was one of those popular girls. Cheerleader, sexy, and stylish.
Carol was just one of those plain and average girls .
Cathlyn and Carol were both totally crazy and wacko over Eric.
Cathlyn didn't have to do anything to attract Eric.
For she was already attractive enough.
Carol on the other hand, showered Eric which love and care.
Carol wasn't ugly at all.
In fact, she looked sweet and pleasant.
But she wasn't a cheerleader, she didn't were spaghetti-straps or tubes.
So like everyone expected, Eric chose Cathlyn.
For Carol was just one ordinary and plain girl.
While Cathlyn was labele d as the cool and attractive type.

Eric always insulted Carol.

Telling her what a 'Plain Jane' she was.
And how dumb she looked.
Which obviously made Carol feel so hurt and useless.
That's life. Carol never gave up though.
She wanted to prove something to Eric.
She wanted to prove that looks aren't everything.
She studied hard, really hard.
She became the top girl, and all the guys who once ignored her, chased her.

But she never forgot Eric.
Everyday, she put a red rose in Eric's locker.
Always with the same words.
'I care for you, and I always will'
Because she knew that Eric was facing a hard time.
Eric began to realise.
How dumb he had been.
His beloved girlfriend, Cathlyn.
Was flirting with other guys.
He regretted for choosing the wrong girl.

Cathlyn broke up with Eric later.
For she had found a wealthier guy.
Eric felt so cheated, stupid and dumb.
He went to look for Carol.
He knelt on his knees, and said.
"Carol, please forgive me. Do you want to be my girlfriend?"
Carol rejected him, much to everyone's surprise.
She only uttered these words.
"You've suffered a great loss, so I don't want you to face another one"

Eric felt disappointed.
He didn't understand a word that she said to him.
But they became good friends.
Did everything together.
Eric began to change into someone better.
Because Carol showered him with the love he never experienced before.
His ex-girlfriends had never treated him that way.
They just accepted him for his looks.
But Carol accepted him for himself .
She changed him.
Carol continued putting a red rose into his locker everyday.
With the same words. She never forgot.

One day, Carol didn't turn up in school.
She didn't come for a week.
At first, Eric thought that she was on a vacation with her family.
Because she told him that she would be going Hawaii with them.
But one day. He received a call from the General Hospital.
Saying that Carol was about to die.
She had been suffering from cancer.
But Carol forbade them from telling him.
Because she didn't want Eric to worry about her.
But now that she was about to die.
She wanted to see Eric for the last time.
Eric rushed to the hospital.
When he saw how weak Carol was.
Tears began rushing down his cheeks.
He whispered.
"Why didn't you tell me earlier? Why did you hide this from me?"
She looked at him . And smiled weakly at him.

"When I said that I didn't want you to suffer from facing another loss, I meant this. I didn't want to tell you because I didn't want you to worry. I wanted to spend my last days with you cheerfully." Eric looked at her.
"You can't leave me!" he said.
"What will I be without you?"
"You'll be who you are now. I will always be there by your side. Never forget that. Cherish those times. Live life happily. And one more thing."

"Yes?" "I love you" And she died. Eric screamed.
He still couldn't accept Carol's death.
He had only spent a month with Carol.

A month. But Carol changed his life in a way.
A way that no one could ever explain. He regretted.
But he knew that Carol would always be keeping an eye on him from Heaven.
Sometimes We just don't appreciate those people who really care for us.
Until they leave us. Until we lose them. Then we regret.
Outer beauty doesn't matter; it's the inner one that counts.
It's better to tell someone how much you love them.
Rather than to not tell them and lose them without telling them.
You'll regret Love is. When we fight till the very last minute.
Just to show and tell someone how much we love them.